Amn't I Krazy ツ

I think, I may be krazy

but something tells me different

I think, I may

because something just feels right

maybe I've been dreaming too much

maybe my heart iz in flight

and I wouldn't think twice . . .

I’ve got an attitude

But I’m not so sure why

It’s just another krazy thing

That I just can’t let by

These feelings engulf me,

But yet I feel nothing

I pretend I'm okay,

But I just want to explode.

I need to know-

Am I Krazy?

Different?

I'm a "good" kid . . .

Krazy Last Nyt

I went to bed early to try and get some rest. But I found myself lying in bed awake in the middle of the night, worrying that if I didn’t get back to sleep soon I’d been even more tired and wouldn’t be able to finish the work I promised to get finished by Monday.

(Lying in bed awake)

Me: (to myself) You really need to sleep, You have to wake up early tomorrow morning. Do you believe it’s already 12:21am. . .

(more time passes)

Me: (to myself) Why can’t you sleep? you are tired. You did all the right things. Lights were dim, didn’t do anything active in the last 3 hours … oh wow, it’s already 1:14 am. How are you going to function tomorrow…

Usually I go to bed when I can barely keep my eyes open but when I have something important to wake up for the next day and want to go to sleep early, I always find it hard to fall asleep.

It is frustrating. The more I want to sleep, the more awake I become.

I got up from bed and try to do some work. I know it is not good to stimulate the mind when you are trying to sleep but it seemed like a waste of time to just lie in bed awake. I would work until my eyes became heavy and then go to bed. The next morning I would have a hard time waking up and be easily distracted all day. I started to watch a video on how to fall sleep, but gave up in two minutes. I found a technique that has worked very well to help me sleep. It is effective to watch fav movie, my KMplayer got into confusion what to select Rang De Basanti or Jab We Met finally it went with Rang De Basanti. . . Later I came to know that we can't get sleep while watching your fav movie becz it is your fav. I paused the movie and started writing this, this method is so effective that I almost fell asleep writing this post.

I’m not kidding.

Krazy Girl'z EYEz..

       

If you ask me what you see in a girl when you meet her I can’t say but when you ask me what you like I say her eyes but I can’t drag myself looking in to their eyes. .

        Eyes are one of the most powerful tools a girl can have. With one look, she can relay the most intimate message. After the connection is made, words cease to exist. They have their own vocabulary that a boy can’t understand how much he tries. .

        Girl’s eyes are a window to not only the soul; they hold every emotion known to world today and speak to the world experience that words cannot describe, that is more beautiful than words can describe.

       Girl’s eye can threaten like a loaded and leveled gun, or it can insult like hissing or kicking; or, in its altered mood. By beams of kindness, it can make the heart dance for joy. Their eyes are the one who can win hearts with a purely innocent smile in them.

      Girl’s eyes, which could change the world. For they would speak of the woes and tragedies of what lies behind them. They emit light to show content. But the light is produced by fire. It burns, damages, scorns. Yet yields light to see the color.

Be careful boys with beautiful eyes,

For they can create beautiful words

That can be so sweet to your heart.

They can kiss so perfectly

It’s like you weren't really alive before it.

They will show you part of the world you've never seen

And you'll ponder why you never saw it.

Be careful  boys with beautiful eyes,

Because just like the night

They can slip away in the darkness

And leave you with only memories of their beautiful eyes.