Hi, I am your new GOD 😉

          I started noticing some not so good things happening in the society from a couple of years like sudden emergence and swift expansion of a terrorist outfit IS, who wanted to establish Caliphate (they are using Caliphate just to arouse the feelings of religious Muslims), killing of secular writers in India (right wing extremism seen purportedly after BJP came to power), serial killing of secular bloggers in B'desh(seen after Sheikh Haseena opened the trial of Liberation War crimes)etc...I started wondering why everything is intricately related to God.
While I was pondering over the issue, a witty thought popped up in my mind. We usually see people asking what do you want to have if God is present and often hear a lot of regular and some weird replies as well like I wanna be the richest or most handsome guy on this planet or beautiful women or I wanna be a bird so that I could fly wherever I wanted to or I want to see US collapse etc. But if I get to see him and get a chance to make a wish I would definitely say "I WANNA BE YOU".
Yes I always wanted to be God (at least let me when I am writing on my blog I am not a narcissist) and explore what God actually does and how he manages all the things. Most importantly I wanted to know whether all the Hindu Gods (33 lakhs) really exists. Of course want the people to pray me so that I could grant them their wishes etc.
Now what do I do after becoming the god- I don’t say I will completely eliminate crime, violence, hunger, poverty, sexual, regional inequalities blah blah. I will leave them for people to handle it. If they don’t have any problem life will be like going in a Harley Davidson on highway with 30 mph. that sucks!!!As I knew people are so intelligent here they can handle these problems pretty easily without expecting much help from ALMIGHTY.
Currently people meet God through intermediaries (pandits, bishops, sufis) but I would want to completely overhaul and rationalize the existing system and create a new one where one can reach him without the help of third person.
I didn’t say what would be the first file I would like to sign after my promotion to God, I will try to supplant all the faiths by a single faith so that people don’t get a chance to fight over petty religious issues and politicians don’t resort to communal politics. And make this world a better place to compete for. Let humanity live longer..!!

Just a passing thought . . .

        As I walk in solitude in the midst of a crowd of millions, everyone seems to appear unknown. Every face that stares me tends to say a thousand words but yet they’re quiet. Probably this is what makes your closed ones always so special, ever so precious. But I now belong to a different world, a world which is devoid of care, intimacy and selfless love. I wonder if the emptiness can ever be filled, the vacuum that has been created in the absence of my friends.
       Someone once advised me to bask in the glory but not to tan myself and now when I try to walk in the road that I’ve chosen, am afraid that I never learnt a lesson. Everything in life now tends to lose its worth and every achievement appears too small when compared to the exuberance that filled the air whenever even a simple bet was won. It is like regretting waking up all of a sudden from a good dream and wish if it would have never ended.
         As I walk in solitude in the midst of millions, I try to find those old routes which led to the path of an institution that probably gave me everything in life. It gave me an army of friends who always stood by my side at the hour of need and bestowed the love which is nothing but priceless. I now no more doubt the existence of God anymore because without Him showering the best at me, I did nothing to deserve something this great.
       The countdown has begun and my journey from the real world to the world that still remains a mystery comes closer. The departure is near and the pain of detachment grows increasingly intense. I so wish to be able to hold back the time or stop it where it is but life is like a flowing river and we have to get going.
       As I walk in solitude in the midst of millions, I just wish to come back soon to this divine land and relive the moments of my past which according to my friends are forever here to stay.

Do I fit into all of this?


   This blog was formed with the concept of fun and craziness. Over time, however, it morphed into a jumbled collection of my thoughts---a journal in some ways. Yet now, I feel I have reached the end of a long traversed road. While the hollow echos of my soul were keenly felt in the beginning, there is nothing now. It's a good nothing; as it stirs no loneliness, no depression lingering from long ago. Yet, somewhere along the way I've lost my reason for writing this blog. It's no longer therapy, and it's no longer a journal... what is it then?

   This is the question that has been hounding me for the last couple of months. Many say, that a blog can only be successful if it has a sole purpose. BUT, my blog has lost much of it'z purpose. I've grown up, I've won my battles, and now I stand as a conquer overlooking the road which has lead me here. Because words are so much more beautiful, when fueled by something real. 

   For now though, the question: is what I'm doing now, enough? Begs to be answered. Is this blog still functional, without a sole purpose? Some blog about books, others blog about politics. Still others blog about beauty, and maybe photography. Me? Where do I fit into all of this?

   I've been at this keyboard, so many times before, and not known what to write about. It isn't writer's block that holds me back, it's the lack of a definition of what I can write about.

   I blog about me. But is me, enough?


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