An open
reply to the one who asks me the question, why you write all these?
I only write
when something come around me and affect my emotions that
I can’t do anything
until I’ve articulated them. Am I allowed to write about anyone/anything? No
one has written about me so I don’t know what that feeling is - the feeling of
seeing your character being picked apart and observed by someone else. But
there have been times when I’ve written things about them and it has affected
small parts of how we interact. I remember writing an email to my frnds (who
are followers of this blog anyway) which I thought was really from the heart. I
received a beautiful reply but is it OK if I share those feelings with the
entire internet? No, I am not projecting views of society towards me I jst drop
lines for my feelings….
I’d like to
believe that the people who really care about me will continue to treat me the
same way regardless because they know that the need to express myself is
something I can’t fight. It’s a trade-off: do you release something into the
public domain that could benefit many, at the risk of isolating a few? Maybe
this inertia is what holds most people back from expressing themselves
artistically.
I am here
because some part of me wants to compete with them. I didn't come alone though.
I'm here with friends and acquaintances.
