As
I walk in solitude in the midst of a crowd of millions, everyone seems to
appear unknown. Every face that stares me tends to say a thousand words but yet
they’re quiet. Probably this is what makes your closed ones always so special,
ever so precious. But I now belong to a different world, a world which is
devoid of care, intimacy and selfless love. I wonder if the emptiness can ever
be filled, the vacuum that has been created in the absence of my friends.
Someone
once advised me to bask in the glory but not to tan myself and now when I try
to walk in the road that I’ve chosen, am afraid that I never learnt a lesson.
Everything in life now tends to lose its worth and every achievement appears
too small when compared to the exuberance that filled the air whenever even a
simple bet was won. It is like regretting waking up all of a sudden from a good
dream and wish if it would have never ended.
As
I walk in solitude in the midst of millions, I try to find those old routes
which led to the path of an institution that probably gave me everything in
life. It gave me an army of friends who always stood by my side at the hour of
need and bestowed the love which is nothing but priceless. I now no more doubt
the existence of God anymore because without Him showering the best at me, I
did nothing to deserve something this great.
The
countdown has begun and my journey from the real world to the world that still
remains a mystery comes closer. The departure is near and the pain of
detachment grows increasingly intense. I so wish to be able to hold back the
time or stop it where it is but life is like a flowing river and we have to get
going.
As
I walk in solitude in the midst of millions, I just wish to come back soon to
this divine land and relive the moments of my past which according to my
friends are forever here to stay.
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