23rd Jan 2k14
Train reached Yeshwanthpur
JN. A new place to face new faces, today I am here to attend SSB interview (5 days interview
process) for Naval officer and I went to my friend how is waiting for me to
receive. We both went to a Koffee Kafe and we ordered Koffee. .
The koffee shop smelled of musk with a hint of Koffe beans. It’s a cold windy
day and I’m at the window table trying to catch a glimpse of the sun and to get
relaxed but not, in my mind lots of things are going.
I am lost, lost in
my own ocean of thoughts it’s difficult to breathe, the water is boiling hot,
it pains, there are no islands, and no boats. I know how to swim but can't
manage the moxie.
I am void numb and
destroyed. I can feel the blood oozing inside. I am stupefied, trying to
simplify entangle the threads of reality and virtuality, trying to feel but
not. I am forcing myself and I am ready to face interview.
With all these thoughts
I feel suffocation and standing on the needle of expectations. I can see that
my friend is say something but I am not listing him, he too understood that I
am not listing him and he tapped me and asked “where were u? Here is your Koffee come back to earth and have it”.
By taking the
coffee mug I seen the line A lot can happen over a cup of coffee, It
sounds apt for it that has caught the hearts of people across the length and
breadth of the globe including me. I love Koffee (but I will not take much). My
belly bubbled and squeaked and bones started to melt, It fugue of sweetness and
savor so delightful. I lost myself in the first sip itself and I forgot all and
now I am void with no !dea where I am and for what I am here. I am still
sipping forgetting that the mug was empty I felt silly J when I found that the mug was empty.
My friend who was watching me, laughing at my weird behavior. And asked “What happened man? Want another cup of
Koffee? Shall I order?”. I said “I am
fyne no thanxx J”.
Don’t be numb and wooden man, ppl here will thing you are Krazy he adds………..of course
I am Krazy I smiles………J
Ya U r crazyyyyy....
ReplyDeleteYa I am Krazyyyyy . . . .
Deletend I make very thing Krazy . . . .